#LeangFM

U know, whenever we are fetching girls, especially if it is 1-to-1 session, she tends to be late. roughly about 20mins (not all, there are some that respects punctuality) For that short period of turbulence, I always thought she would be at her unit, preparing her last minute touch-up/make ups; in their bestest effort to make them looks better when going out. Until somewhere few months back, I saw with my own eyes: A girl -who is fully aware that a male friend of hers is waiting inside the car at the guard house downstairs- purposely drags her time and let him wait for a solid 30 minutes! Both of them were already at guardhouse initially. She told him she would wanna go up to grab some stuff and will be right back shortly. When she got up, she took her own sweet time, slowly take a few stuff, in which already completed in less than 5 minutes. Then, she sat down at the sofa, listen to some music and casual chat with us. Until about 30minutes, she bids farewell to us to go meet h...

Picked from "Sometimes when we touch - Dan Hill lyrics" ------quote-------------- You ask me if I love you And I choke on my reply I'd rather hurt you honestly Than mislead you with a lie And who am I to judge you On what you say or do? I'm only just beginning to see the real you ----- end of quote--------- I would say the lyrics is damn OHSEM! The girl ask whether he loves her or not... But he choked.. DID HE REPLY? NOOOPE! And he starts to "see the real her" .... potraying he has doubts and she starts showing of what seems not very agreeable to him... Somehow it makes him to feel that he should tell her straight in the face! than to tell white lies to her --------- chorus-------------- And sometimes when we touch The honesty's too much And I have to close my eyes and hide I wanna hold you til I die Til we both break down and cry I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides ----- end of chorus-------- SEE? Still never say HE LOVES HER!!!! Just wanna HO...

I remembered well my first birthday cake. At the age of 9. I brought a pack of Sugus to the school, and they made me a tower of sugus in the shape of a cake, sang me a birthday song. I blow the imaginary lights & cuts the "cake" with a ruler and every1 start grabbing the chewy sweets... Aahhh.. How simple can happiness be with you were younger... =) I used to measure the meaning of my birthday by what is in the day itself. Of how many people actually remembered it.. Or what I got for the year... As I grew older, birthday became something that reminds me that I came to the that time of the year again. And I celebrates it in the wish/hope that things will turn better for me, that my dreams will come true. Those who remembered, would be a bonus and that their wish will boost up whatever I had in mind for the next upcoming days. For the past two years, this mindset had changed again. Birthday is now where I take a deep look-back into what's in the past and ponder upon wha...