re-discovering Me..

I read back my friendster testimonial n i found most of my friend wrote me as funny, crappy, helpful n responsible at the same time. And i think back 2 my younger days, i used 2 crack lotsa joke during then especially when i was around the age 13-15. it was fun! I admit. U know, poking at friends weakness, crapping things that can make other ppl laugh except for that person.

But eventually, i found all those jokes that i made were very sarcastic. Sumtimes it went over the limit and make some ppl upset and angry. Coz most words just uttered so naturally that it never cross my brain that particular joke is actually offending some other human creature in this world. So, i start 2 think twice before i made my joke..considering the fact whether it will offend ppl or not...(such a peacelover me~!) and that sumtimes or shall i say most of the time, great quality jokes are ruled out in order not to bring chaos in the situation. As i gets older, i become get used to it. Trying to be serious as possible and present urself in a better way(coz the way u speak reflect they way u r)... compare 2 wat i am today, i dun make much jokes. Sumtimes, i will keep silence coz i ran out of idea. (this kenot say, that kenot say so left oni few normal formal conversational phrase nia lor).

I might seem like a down 2 earth person on the outside, but deep inside, i wanted 2 be the Sarcastic Chaotic Leang that i used 2 be but the norm of adult do not allow me to. And that’s is not just happening 2 me only. It’s happening to every1! What a very hypocritical world that we have today. Seriously, every1 is wearing a outer-whole-body-skin mask 2 hide the inside of the body. Yes it is happening and every1 knows it well and every1 is living with it. Even the earth itself is twirling and swirling. Guess u just have to live with it.

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