CNY Eve

Being the youngest in the family has very the damn lot advantages...
especially if the brothers are already working ...

you can actually ask/negotiate/deal/loan for sponsors and gifts without feeling really paiseh
in fact, there are times they will shower you with all those without you having to ask!

that's how i felt for being the youngest with in the family...
i was able to have my own handphone at the age of 15(during my time, it was very rare thing) and even though its a "pass-down" handphone, I don't mind...
as I able to tell people to call me at 012-4****** instead of 04-32****

I may have not mentioned in the blog before, I have 3 elder brother and the age gap is kinda big actually..
the smallest age of difference is 9 years and the biggest is 14 years

when I was younger, back to the days where they haven't found their girlfriend, reunion dinner on cny eve means all of us 4 siblings stick together and do stuff together...

as we gets older, and each of them found girlfriend, when comes to reunion dinner, they have to choose either the own house or the girl's house...

so, my mom, being the considerate one, she decided that my family reunion dinner will be early (at around 3-4pm) and then aft that, they can go to their respective gf's house for the 2nd round.
so for me, who is single and available, will have to find my own solution of entertainment.

finding friends is a no-no thing, as most of my buddies are eldest in family and this is the time where they will spend time with family and if they are attached, same thing 4 them.. so i don't wanna kacao them

my parent will take this time to visit temples and do their thingy there. I did tried to follow them once, but it end up i bore myself standing like a noob inside the temples and most of the visitors are none of my frequency of chatting...

so, what I did for 07 and 08 CNY eve?
sitting at home, watching DVD/national TV while waiting for the clock to strive 12am..
coz that's the time that my friend is free and time to gamble "share and compare our knowledge in mathematics" xD

and if they don't find me, I guess I'll hit the bed as cyber cafe is closed and I dun have direct access to internet..
and I no longer have car to drive at anytime when im back to hometown thus, I can't just take out the car and simply drive around
(2006 - i spent it at the beach alone watching the other kids playing firecrackers)

boring life eh?

and I blame this and that for making me feeling lonely on CNY eve
(u know, festive are always the time where u'll reminded how lonely you are if u are alone)
but to come to think of it,
I shouln't feel that way
Happiness and Joy is for me to digg it,
not waiting for other people to give it to me...

so,
2009 CNY eve,
i'm planning to kick myself out of boredom/loneliness
so far, i don't have any plans in mind yet, but i believe i'll find one
I'm gonna break away from it!

and Happy Chinese New Year in advance, readers!

btw, I won't be online until CNY day10
and I also lazy to draft pre-written post to update
so, Enjoy your CNY la :D